This transition week isn;t the easiest. It's whatever though. I did this long pause stuff and then went and got tratement at HYbrid Therapy. My scapula has been a little beat up so we threw some needles in there to fix it up.

I'm fighting with some thoughts and forcing myself into some very uncomfortable territory, but that is okay. It is a necessity if I care to achieve what I want to but it doesn;t make it any less uncomfortable. It'll continue to happen and like I said a while ago, I don;t really think my life works as anything less than chaos. I can't lie to myself about that.