Haven't posted anything lately about this because it's in my head, but I'm past it. It didn't matter, and it still doesn't. Dorsalscapular nerve is entrapped or compressed or dead. Rhomboid cannot keep scapula retracted toward the spine under load, so as soon as I exert force, the scap wings. I will fail a 225lb bench currently. Have been there since Dec 9th, I've never been one to let others speak of me unaided so here you go. Evidence supporting the claim that I am out. Over. Done with. Have at it. But understand, this means MORE to me than it ever will to most. I will not stop until I die. "Burn out or fade away?" I say fuck that. I want to blow the fuck up and leave a goddamn crater in my wake. I've been called a loudmouth, a sadsack, my priorities questioned, jokingly coined one of the hardcore, try-hard bois who go to war and sacruhfice and fuck all. But never had my integrity questioned. Or my conviction. I'm just a motherfucker who won't give up. So have a look. Welcome to powerlifting. Welcome life. You don't catch any breaks, just because you feel bad. So fuck your life, fuck your feelings, and FUCK YOU. Go be something, or step the fuck aside.