Do you ever feel like you just really need a day off? That was me, today. I really had to just take care of me for once. Emotionally I have been all over the place, this probably isn't really a surprise. I've seriously been all over the place the last 6 month of my life, shocker. Anyway, I'm about to head into my meet prep, and I really just needed a night to focus on me and figure some shit out. It obviously didn't work out that way, and instead I feel even more lost and confused about my current situation. I'm hoping taking the weekend to get away and clear my head will really help, I think it will. Let's hope.