2007->2012->2019. Pretty interesting noting how different these changes may seem and then try to remember how slow it all seemed to take place in the moment. We could all do ourselves a favor and give some credit simply to time and patience. I've lost and subsequently gained over 100lbs, experienced more than I ever thought possible, and can't even begin to imagine what the future holds. It's a hell of a ride, but time and patience are imperative. I've always been a little different but it will always take different forms. Don't be afraid to embrace all of your forms as well. I can't pretend that it will always be the best or "sane" but it's almost always what you need. .