Now that my life is soley my own I have had a million ways to improve my quality of life.
Most importantly its happiness, hard to find , even harder to keep. Its that simple.
Most of my days I work in an emergency room. 12 to 16 hours per day 5 plus days a week and in between that I train a few clients.
Yes it might be way busier now than before however my level of quality is off the charts better. I wish I could help others thru similar situation and to make everyone realize that the big stuff today will eventually be the small stuff. We worry to much about the "if" factor and not enough on what's next.