Battling those inner demons lately, not sure what's up but I need to snap out of this funk. Don't feel much like training, always tired, too much stress, too much to do and so little time. I thought signing up for a competition would help but it has just put that much more pressure on me, I can't rush recovery, just 6 months post surgery.

Benching alone tonight, nothing too crazy, working on form.

BENCH

45 Lbs Bar 10/10

65 Lbs x 5

75 Lbs x 5

95 Lbs x 5

105 Lbs x 3

115 Lbs x 3/3/3/3/3

65 Lbs Close Grip with Fat Gripz 10/10

75 Lbs Close Grip with Fat Gripz and Shoulder Saver Pad 10/10/10

LAT PULL DOWNS W/TSUNAMI BAR 

95 Lbs x 10/10/10/10

SEATED LAT ROWS

210 Lbs 10/10/10/10

BENT OVER ROWS WITH KETTLEBELL

24 Kg 8/8 8/8/ 8/8 8/8

Still feeling a bit nervous with my bench press but I will get there. Gaining strength and confidence are both on the top of my list.

#needtofindmygroove #gettingmygroveon #demonsinmyhead